Every time I wake up, I feel I have entered into a new world. You know the first 30 seconds after opening your eyes in the morning wishing the pillow to be touching your face for the next few hours. Unfortunately, we don’t control our lives fully.
I have to say to myself “Today its gonna be different, I will be new person”. Only sub-consciously I realize that I’m in the same depth of water as I was yesterday, and the day before, and the day before. The answer lies inside all of us. Yet, im too arrogant to accept it.
It seems there are many ways to cut life short. But I’m not here to give tips on “99 Ways to Die”. I just need a pinch of sanity to keep my inside life runnin’ on its feet.
I’m bracin’ myself for whatever comes next. I live for now, not for the past or the future. Anyway, it’s too easy to write these stuff - so damn hard to implement it.
Well, that’s life, right?
Sunday, September 6, 2009
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